Too Much Information About Feet and More
Then he poured water into a basin and began to wash the disciples’ feetd and dry them with the towel around his waist. - John 13:5
TMI–my feet stink. I’d be so ashamed if anyone smelled them, especially someone I wanted to impress! Imagining myself at the foot washing in today’s Gospel, I would have said, “It’s OK Jesus. I can do it myself.” But how many times have I thought that, only to stumble or ask for a miracle at the last minute, including when I slacked off? This certainly happened the night before every final exam.
Jesus kneels at our feet to accept what we hide, while simultaneously healing our wounds and forgiving all wrongdoings. And he asks us to do the same – accept each other as we are – while supporting each other in growth.
Recently I completed a psychiatric intensive outpatient program. The program required group therapy three times a week. I was hesitant at first. How was I supposed to truly listen to other people’s problems, if I couldn’t handle my own? However, the instant camaraderie at my first meeting surprised me. Here everyone, no matter their backstory and class, had a psychiatric diagnosis. There was no mental health stigma. It was a safe space where everyone went through similar situations. One member had social anxiety. She was too scared to leave the house because she felt everyone was laughing at her. She also felt alone. But a few other members shared they had the same fear. We all found daily life exhausting. However, we celebrated small wins, like going to the gym. And though sometimes listening was a challenge and unsolicited advice was given, there was also the full acceptance of who each person was.
How has Jesus washed what you found embarrassing or shameful? When have you felt both accepted and supported in your growth? When have you done the same for another?
Susan Liem